I'm not sure what's going on, but I really don't want to eat. I feel huge and just want to go on some crazy sort of "cleanse" or something. I actually don't believe in cleanses but I think that means that I just want to eat veggies and protein shakes and not much else. I feel like I need to eat "clean," whatever the hell that means. I guess I know what it means for me. I just feel really crappy about my body right now and I think it started when I went running earlier. My mom gave me a bunch of Halloween candy, so I've been eating that and I think that might have sparked this. I hate it and I have no desire to "challenge" it, which is my problem, I guess. I just want to not feel like this and for me, that means not eating.