Well, I went to Best Buy 3 times today. I nearly passed out the third time because it was SO BOILING HOT in there. My back was literally wet with sweat. Anyway, I got a cord for my computer, at a mere $65. I feel like I should have just bought a new computer. The cord works for power, but it not charging my battery. I should have just spend another 400 dollars and bought a new computer.
I left my sesh with Charro kind of in a bad mood. I voiced my concern about my fear of "screwing up" while she's on maternity leave and of course she gave me the "it's your choice" line again. I'm sick of hearing that. Sometimes you're not really aware of the choices your making until it's too late. I told her that she's going to be mad at me if I screw up, when she gets back. I'm trying to tell her how I feel but I don't feel like it's going so well.
I sort of feel like she realized that we didn't have WIF on Friday, but she didn't say anything to me. Hmm, I have a feeling she's waiting for me to say something to her, but I'm not going to. I don't like these games that I think she's (and I'm) playing, but I could be making it all up in my head and she maybe has no clue that she forgot WIF. I guess we'll know on Friday.
She also told me that maybe I should write a different blog, like one focused on all positive things and recovery related. I'm not into that. I need to get out of my head the things that are in there, so that's what this is for. It's weird that she mentioned my blog. I know she doesn't know the link so I know she doesn't read it, but sometimes I wonder if she does. I know she doesn't read it though because she has a life and is busy and has much better things to do than to read my boring blog.
I left my sesh with Charro kind of in a bad mood. I voiced my concern about my fear of "screwing up" while she's on maternity leave and of course she gave me the "it's your choice" line again. I'm sick of hearing that. Sometimes you're not really aware of the choices your making until it's too late. I told her that she's going to be mad at me if I screw up, when she gets back. I'm trying to tell her how I feel but I don't feel like it's going so well.
I sort of feel like she realized that we didn't have WIF on Friday, but she didn't say anything to me. Hmm, I have a feeling she's waiting for me to say something to her, but I'm not going to. I don't like these games that I think she's (and I'm) playing, but I could be making it all up in my head and she maybe has no clue that she forgot WIF. I guess we'll know on Friday.
She also told me that maybe I should write a different blog, like one focused on all positive things and recovery related. I'm not into that. I need to get out of my head the things that are in there, so that's what this is for. It's weird that she mentioned my blog. I know she doesn't know the link so I know she doesn't read it, but sometimes I wonder if she does. I know she doesn't read it though because she has a life and is busy and has much better things to do than to read my boring blog.
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