Charro didn't weigh me today, I didn't think she would, but I was ready for it anyway. I wonder if she will remember that she hasn't weighed me in 3 weeks and that we should have WIF this Friday since she forgot last Friday. Again, I'm not going to remind her. If she doesn't remember to weigh me then it's obviously not that important. I don't want to get on that scale so I'm happy with her forgetting. I really don't know if she'll forget again though. Maybe she's just not going to weigh me anymore, that would be nice.
Today she warned me that we might have a fire drill while I was there. I told her I'd hide under the desk. She said they're stupid because we don't leave the building, but everyone congregates in the lobby. What's the point of that. So, they came on and made an announcement but I don't think it was the floor we were on so we just stayed there. She decided we weren't going to leave anyone, but said that sometimes people knock on the door to get you. That would have been mortifying for me to walk out of the psych dept. and stand there with all of these people and other therapists, one who I know from my friend who use to work there. I'd been to that girls house. I don't know if she'd remember me, but still. It didn't happen though.
I told Charro was I annoyed with her yesterday because I felt like she wasn't hearing what I was saying. I said, "I was trying to tell you how I was feeling and you were kind of brushing it off." She was happy I told her that. It ended up being a good sesh. She thinks it might be a good idea for me to keep a food log while she's gone but it won't really do anything if no one is looking at it. Ya know? I'm not going to make Steph look at it. She thinks by having me write down what I'm eating I'll be able to hold myself more accountable and see what I need, or something. I don't think so though.
So, that was that. Maybe WIF on Friday.
Today she warned me that we might have a fire drill while I was there. I told her I'd hide under the desk. She said they're stupid because we don't leave the building, but everyone congregates in the lobby. What's the point of that. So, they came on and made an announcement but I don't think it was the floor we were on so we just stayed there. She decided we weren't going to leave anyone, but said that sometimes people knock on the door to get you. That would have been mortifying for me to walk out of the psych dept. and stand there with all of these people and other therapists, one who I know from my friend who use to work there. I'd been to that girls house. I don't know if she'd remember me, but still. It didn't happen though.
I told Charro was I annoyed with her yesterday because I felt like she wasn't hearing what I was saying. I said, "I was trying to tell you how I was feeling and you were kind of brushing it off." She was happy I told her that. It ended up being a good sesh. She thinks it might be a good idea for me to keep a food log while she's gone but it won't really do anything if no one is looking at it. Ya know? I'm not going to make Steph look at it. She thinks by having me write down what I'm eating I'll be able to hold myself more accountable and see what I need, or something. I don't think so though.
So, that was that. Maybe WIF on Friday.
0 comments:
Post a Comment