I miss my cats who are at my parents house. My apartment is so sad and empty without them. It's not the same. I miss my nephews who are 6 time zones and another continent away. I hate that I just can't pick up the phone and call my sister whenever I want.
I'm in a sad/funky mood tonight and I don't really know why. I went to teach aerobics and no one showed up, which I was kind of happy about. Although, I always think it's a reflection on my teaching and me and that they hate my class.
My mood turned yucky on my walk there. I was thinking about how I just want to go away for a while. I would love to just go back to Europe for a month or two. (Two might be pushing it.) I felt like I didn't have to think about anything or worry about anything. I mean, I still did a little bit, but for the most part I just had to be okay with everything. I feel like if I lived there with my sister for a month or two I would be a lot better. I don't think I'm "sick" or have an eating disorder, things just seemed easier there. I think I'm just really delusional right now, I don't know what I'm saying.
I hate that my feet are feeling dry right now. It's bothering me so much that I need to stop and put on lotion. Ok, that's better. I can't stand that feeling, it makes me like twitch or something.
I really miss my nephews and I'm worried about my cat. I never heard from the specialist. Ugh, my vet is on vacation as of tomorrow too, so I can't call her. I just hope the he calls me. I need to get my squish checked out as soon as possible. I hate that they're not here with me. :(
I still haven't unpacked and I don't see that happening tonight either because I just don't want to!