Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Questions without answers

Will I ever stop hating the way I look? Will I ever get skinny? Why can't I just lose weight?

I saw my arms in the mirror at the gym today. Ew...HUGE! That's all I have to say. One would think I'd have some definition and tone to my arms from working out all the time. Um, not so much.

I've got three weeks to shed 5 lbs. It better happen, that's all I have to say. I need to be able to starve myself. Not really "starve," but not really eat. I need to workout more. I need to weigh less.

I'm sick of this stupid cycle, but I'm more sick of being fat.

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